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It feels that certain folk are deliberately trying to mentally harass me. I don’t understand such a behaviour in a grown adult? Really.

Frosties

Siri

RIP

I will post them here. Life in the world unseen - Anthony Borgia The afterlife of billy fingers There are many more but that’s all for now

When the hallucinations are overwhelming I try to spite them by making progress in life. I can’t relax & be at peace when hallucinating but I can work. i write or work on my home. My flat is my art project, and I want it to be a beautiful sanctuary. I will also work in the garden to attract nature spirits

I am not religious but have affinity with Jesus & Buddha. I identity as spiritual. I watch a lot of spiritual videos, and read many books. After death, I will simply live in my flat on the astral plane. I will see my passed on loved ones. I will spend time understanding my life and commune with high spiritual masters. I am not sure what my calling will be but I have many interests. I love spiritual stuff. I do not fear death, but do want to live a while yet.

Thank you. I don’t think I will quit but may just vape more.

Thanks. I will go back when I feel ready. We had a powerful connection. if I stay single I will just get a dog , and be happy with that

I am kinda over sex. I still have a sex drive, but I prefer to be inactive. a couple of months ago I asked a pretty girl out. It may still happen. That is a tell of my sex drive. but really I just want her because it would be good company. idk. Sex I am not that bothered, and it is a messy thing to do. I have lots of hobbies that keep me busy. I am not attracted to males, I want to get close with a sweet girl.

Ok thanks

Why some of my posts are deleted? Am I breaking rules?

I smoke because it helps when I hallucinate. My hallucinations are vicious & determined. I am on a health kick so will be trying to smoke less & vape more

66%

I just need relaxation time, and to work on my health.

BBC sports

Better than usual today.

Yeah kinda. Folk started acting weird and ignoring me. I don’t socialise with them now. Success creates a lot of negativity.

Questions correct: 10 / 10 You took 76 seconds to complete this quiz. Total score: 924 Sorry, I should not compete.

I am healthy. I practice truth & courage, aspects of good mental health but suffer from schizophrenia. I eat healthy but have diabetes from olanzapine. I try hard to be healthy but it’s not easy

Yes. I don’t even own an iron now

I did not enjoy the cheeseburger. I prefer bread & butter or rice

I may go outdoors but idk

Surviving

Going to make veggie cheeseburgers . Need to go shop first